Having a holiday in the middle of the week, which happens today, is what i always love. Surprising fact is that it was allready 2pm when my body eventually got up today...and now it's 5pm, sounds like today is almost over:)"pretender"
This word is naturally coming up to my mind as expressing the incident occurred to one of my colleague for recent days. Talking about the colleague, she's been kind a woman who is very energetic, doing her best for everything, such as things at work as well as hunging out with friends after work. Yet one thing to say is that the way she's doing is too extreme to last for long. Too much alcohol and lack of sleeping time has undermined herself, and it turned out that there came to be no way out for her except taking a couple of days off from work in order to let herself be in a recess, going to hospital to receive intravenous fluids. She has had a serious sleeping problem for a long time and even constantly taking medicine, which hasn't had been effective enough.
As long as I've seen her for last 6 months, she pretends too much when it comes to an occasion many people around. And being alcoholic shows she tries to hide something or deceives herslelf so that she can forget things screw her up. Indeed, what's going on inside her cannot be understood by others nor myself, so I cannot say much about this; nevertheless, if there is any way which makes her be in a better condition, I do wanna help her and gotta tell her that there is always someone who is worried about her.
Too much pretending leads us to deceive ourselves.
I rather like to be honest toward myself even though some people regards it as a childish thing.
にほんブログ村
にほんブログ村
